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Reach for the Stars by Marduk-666, literature

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Reach for the Stars

We lift our heads toward the sky, hoping for something to catch our eye The Great Big God to make amends, the Great Destroyer to begin the end I weep for the future as it seems so bleak, the youth of tomorrow so cold and weak The children without guidance, they fall so easily to vices, no teaching of avoidance So reach for the stars children, keep hope alive in your heart Beg the moon for something better, possibly gain a head start Keep your eyes toward the sky, even if those stars are dead For the light shall still burn on, resonating inside your head We build our castles in the clouds, for there's no foundation here on earth No ne

Us by Marduk-666, literature

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Us

I am juxtaposed, I am transparent and empty I am bitterness embodied, with ill-will a plenty Often I have yearned, forever I will endeavor Disgrace is not uncommon, always wishing for something better Never satisfied with the current trend, on change I must depend I am so self centered, my pain trumps yours, my friend I am hollow, without body and without form Just a howling aberration, from pain I was born I am the blazing fire in the sky, I am the cold daggers in your eyes Delirious, I have wandered alone inside the perception of life Laborious, I have toiled in the field of dreams But never have I been allowed to consume the fru

Tirade Of An Old Soul by Marduk-666, literature

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Tirade Of An Old Soul

We were so crazy when we were kids Ever since we opened our eyelids But somewhere along the way things changed No rhyme or reason for events so strange As the minutes turned to hours And the months gelled to years My life opened up like petals of a flower I seized control and learned to steer Because its not that I'm not crazy now I've just learned a better way of how To control the insanity, come to terms with calamity As you age eventually your spirit breaks The rebellious nature of youth no longer makes Me act without thought or careful consideration Actions no longer portray lack of attention and admiration All this time I'

Mind-Play by Marduk-666, literature

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Mind-Play

Every emotion seems so alien Not every day is always 'bien' Sometimes the bed is like a shackle Just waking up is often hard to tackle But I fall through the days in a robotic way Boxed in a schedule, expected to perform, hey I am just carbon, why does everyone expect so much? Forever trapped inside a visual nightmare Forever caressing loved ones no longer there I've always wanted what I could never have An object of my desires is one that does not exist If I could create beautiful imagery, or music You could play the role of Eurydice, and I Orpheus For I would much rather lose the love of my life Than live the life of the man

Been A Long Time.. by Marduk-666, literature

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Been A Long Time..

Been a long time gone but I think I know the place Been a long time gone but I think I know your face Been a long way gone but the steps I can retrace Been a long way down but I'll make it at this pace See, you and I, we used to be friends As close as bone and skin As close as can get to kin But like everything else, there's an end We try to tell ourselves we haven't changed We try to convince everyone else we're the same If you're different, no need to be ashamed I'm not the same person, but I'm not to blame No one is at fault, why should we pretend? We never liked ourselves anyways, friend Been a long time gone but I can recal

A Friend For Every Year by Marduk-666, literature

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A Friend For Every Year

Time to go and lose our minds again Time to go and play a game, pretend That these life-long friends will always stay That this beautifully colored scene, isn't gray.. That I have the best of focus, my mind won't stray.. When the memories of everyone you've ever known Come storming back into your head, full-blown I seem to not be able to differentiate between them Does this mean that none of them have had any effect? From my own past I fear I must begin to defect.. You know I'm not an honest Christian man But I don't try my hand at Santeria's plan The people that always seemed to be there I see them when I close my eyes, what is

Underneath by Marduk-666, literature

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Underneath

Bending and breaking, we continually lose ourselves Pretending and faking, friends we just put on the shelves Those you once invested so much in, now never around At seconds feel like you're flying, now flat on the ground Where did the time go, we thought we had so much Where did the fun go, we thought we had the touch We touched and spurned, we tossed and turned All these memories and photographs just burned I don't have enough ink to write the sorrow I don't have enough time, I'd have to borrow a lot more years just to tell the tale of all the things in life I seemed to fail So yes, after years of correcting the math I have fin

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Reach for the Stars by Marduk-666, literature

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Us by Marduk-666, literature

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Tirade Of An Old Soul by Marduk-666, literature

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Mind-Play by Marduk-666, literature

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Mind-Play

Been A Long Time.. by Marduk-666, literature

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A Friend For Every Year by Marduk-666, literature

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A Friend For Every Year

Underneath by Marduk-666, literature

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You Vs. Me by MorticianBarbieDoll, literature

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You Vs. Me

Why is it that you taunt me, still From years beyond your grave? For though I no longer heed your call It seems I still can't make your voice go away You once held the deepest part of me But your presence FUCKED with everything I worked so hard, ran so far... to drive you away But the space that you left still reeks your decay It's a putrid reminder of a past I can't stand Of nights digging through bile and puke with my hands And of all this excess that I can't help but see- The guilt that I feel- because to live, I must eat

When Goodbyes Aren't Necessary by MorticianBarbieDoll, literature

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When Goodbyes Aren't Necessary

You were always right At all the wrong times You were speaking in riddles I was choking on rhymes I've always known That I'd never belong I was right all along Though, I'd wished I was wrong The years have passed by and it's like We've become strangers now As I peek through the windows I once struggled out I could call once in awhile, you say- To "catch up", to "say hi" Or "how are you these days"? But I really don't think... It would change a damn thing It's not that I'm still bitter- Or broken-or mad... I no longer cling to your words that once made me so sad When I do think of you- It's not anything bad... It just kind

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Bi-Polar by Marduk-666, literature

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Bi-Polar

It's all ordinary, nothing special to be seen These feelings are so average, it's all routine Blending into the background right in between Those darker images that dictate like a queen It feels all too warm in here Let loose inner inhibitions Let go of all your worry and fear Slip into a sweet hallucination This landscape so complex yet deliberate These images seemingly begging you to forget Introverted outlook and you go only by the book You discourage looking outside the lines by look Alone, it's all I ever was since the beginning, just because we were only kids anyhow but what do you think of me now do you look at photogra

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July 6
United States
Deviant for 19 years
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My Bio

I'm in college now

Current Residence: Illinois
Favourite genre of music: Rap, metal, industrial
Favourite photographer: My dad
Favourite style of art: faeth en ztatik
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Favourite cartoon character: Pinky, Beavis & Butthead, Duckman, Freakazoid, Gir, Coach McGirk
Personal Quote: Everybody wants prosthetic foreheads on their real heads

Favourite Visual Artist

Elliot Smith, Kurt Cobain

Favourite Movies

Donnie Darko, SLC Punk, A Clockwork Orange, Spun, Bad Santa

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

NIRVANA, NIN, Troubled Hubble, Static-X Modest Mouse, Tiger Army, Sublime, Bob Marley, TMBG, Cake

Favourite Writers

Lio Valleza, Alicia,Llyod Alexander, Carlos Castaneda, Edgar Rice Burroughs, Poe,

Favourite Games

Mean Bean Machine, Tetris

Favourite Gaming Platform

SNES, Sega Genesis, PS2.

Tools of the Trade

screens and greens

Other Interests

It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia, Big Bang Theory, Carnivale, Sports, Writing, Animals

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Marduk-666

Jun 10, 2010

FUCK YES!

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BLACKHAWKS WIN THE CUP!! IN YOUR FACE PHILLY!

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Marduk-666

Jun 1, 2010

Update

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Hey, I have internet for myself again. We moved out of our house (The only one I've ever lived in) and now live in Chicago. I'll probably be moving again sometime soon into my own apartment closer to the NIU campus due to my schedule for next semester being pretty early. Blackhawks need to win 2 more, we're getting that cup, boy!

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Marduk-666

Mar 23, 2010

Now

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Deleted all my old journal entries. They were all so old I don't even remember being that person. Been so busy lately with school I haven't written. I wasn't writing before I was in school though, so whatever. Not really sure what's going to happen for next semester in regard to where I'm going to live. I might get my own place which would be pretty cool. Reading a really good book called, "The Teachings of Don Juan" by Carlos Castaneda I just realized I missed the Big Bang Theory, dammit. I had just finished reading "A Princess of Mars" by Edgar Rice Burroughs for English class, another excellent book. That's about it for now, hopefully